The Aftermath of a Flame War: Taken on Guilt Trip

There are many things I dislike in life, and one of the things I dislike the most, is people attempting to take me on a guilt trip, even when I have the least to feel sorry or remorseful about whatever that transpired.

What, is a guilt trip? eLook.org defines guilt trip as remorse caused by feeling responsible for some offence.

So just what the heck really happened?

Simply, an irresponsible and utterly insensitive muthafxxking sonuvabitch deliberately stomped on a group of people’s sensitivities. His act was roughly the equivalent of calling one’s religious teacher a babbler of half-truths, or shoving – without solicit – the solution in the face of someone who has worked diligently on it for a long time. He then refused to apologise to the most annoyed and vocal person of that group and even went so far actually counter-demand an apology by arguing that profanities were used on him. And as if that isn’t already bad enough, this person even proclaimed that only a ‘small minority’ were offended, as if everyone else was making a big fuss over a small matter. It is as if no apology was necessary as long as the number of people offended were too small. In fact, it sounded as if what he did was perfectly ok!

He then went on to accuse bystanders – me – of ‘adding oil to fire’ when confronted. That really took the cake! This guy has utterly no shame or any concept of right and wrong. The epitome of an ultimate asshole I have described in this blog post.

Is it a surprised that one of the aggrieved – the very same person who uttered the profanity – then took action and in a blog post to openly denounced such a person? I am in no position to say if it was right or wrong for this person to do so, but I suppose if I am eagerly anticipating something nice, and someone else ruined it, I would be upset enough to curse whoever who ruined it like a stable boy.

And then Mr Insensitive read the post – since it was publicised – and he was all fired up to retaliate. However, it didn’t happen because someone close to him attempted to stop him from escalate the matter into the equivalent of a blogosphere ‘nuclear exchange’ which almost (or had?) cost them their relationship.

But what has all these got to do with a guilt trip? In fact, was anyone taking me on a guilt trip or, well, I was the one who is actually taking someone on a guilt trip?

It annoyed me to no end because when the matter was brought up and everyone was trying to pacify the close-relation of Mr Insensitive, something was mentioned, and it sounded like I was one of the responsible party for their current predicament, and an apology is expected, along with the person who made the blog posting. It doesn’t matter that the fact is Mr Insensitive started it all and then went on to act like the total utter asshole that he is!

It is even more annoying that it is as if someone is attempting to get their equivalent of a pound of flesh by making pointed remarks whenever possible.

Go on. But don’t test my patience. I am not known to have a long fuse, and I have to say this, if your blasted relationship can’t even stand such a little tiff, I don’t know how you can consider eternity.

Tranquility in the City – Pearl’s Hill City Park

I had 18.5 days of leave and I decided to do something about that half a day by utilizing it today. After all, it’s a Monday, and since Monday usually sucks, it is best to get away from work.

And since it’s no point going home where I’ll laze away anyway, I told my colleague, when I applied for leave, that I will be going to Pearl’s Hil Cityl Park, where my old Primary School used to be.

A Short Introduction: The Outram Park Estate (now demolished), Chin Swee Road, and Pearl’s Hill Terrace marks the boundaries of the park, and on the hill top sits the Pearl’s Hill Service Reservoir, which contains the purified water supplied to the vicinity (or so I was told).

So, after knocking off at around 11:45 (because I started work at 7am today), I took the MRT to Outram Park MRT, and went over to SGH to change into a T-shirt. It was a really hot afternoon, and by the time I got halfway up the stairs up to the hill, I was already drenched in my own perspiration, and panting like mad. (It must be the damned weather because I refused to believe I am unfit!)

It’s been a long time since I came by this way, and I tried to remember the way as best as I can. Part of the reason why I find it hard to remember the place was that they have put up barricades to prevent people from falling over and rolling down the slope when during the days I was a kid there were none. (It goes to show that the older generation are made of sterner stuff, or at least are more careful and certainly didn’t place the responsibility of their own safety on others! Just can’t say the same of the whiny little brats today!)

I took about a 45 minutes walk around the park, and it brought back memories from the days when I was still a child. It’s some how, sort of sad at some parts… looking at them demolishing the old school building. (I think they are demolishing it!)

I would have stayed longer had I brought with me some water but as I was thirsty, I had to make my way down to look for some drinks to quench my thirst. And by now I had to admit I am unfit since my legs are sort of wobbling as I make my way down. (Damn… I really need to do some exercises * sigh *)

So, here are the pictures taken with the Nokia 7390. I know I am not a good photographer so stop complaining already!


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Short Description of each photo:

1 – Pearl Bank Apartment (From the direction of Outram Park MRT Station)

2 – Temporary Market for Kreta Ayer Hawkers (Previously Outram Park HDB Estate)

3 – CTE: Outram Park Flyover at a distance

4 – Previously Pearl’s Hill Primary School

5 – Pearl’s Hill Service Reservoir & Guardhouse.

6 – Outram Secondary & York Hill at a distance

7 – Landmark Tower (View from the park)

8 – Road leading up to Landmark Tower

9 – Jalan Kukoh / Chin Swee Road – Where I spent some of my childhood years

10 – Steps leading up to another side of the Service Reservoir. (I am not going up this way!)

11 – The rear of San Centre & Manhattan House along Chin Swee Road (View from the park)

12 – Previously Pearl Bank Primary School & road leading to Upper Cross Street

13 – Blk 201, Pearl’s Hill Terrace (Still the Police bunks?)

14 – Path Behind Pearl’s Hill Terrace

15 – Pearl Bank Apartment (Again?!)

16 – HDB Flats at Kreta Ayer (I would like to live here!)

17 – Public Car Park behind Pearl Bank Apartment

18 – Pond near Service Reservoir (Got fish! No dengue here!)

19 – One of the shelters in the Park

20 – You are HERE! (本座到此一遊。)

21 – Dank… which way should I go?

22 – Looking down at the old CID HQ

23 – Blk 201, Pearl’s Hill Terrace (up close)

24 – People’s Park Complex (View from the park)

25 – There’s a sign on the gates that says “STATE PROPERTY”

26 – The road down from Pearl’s Hill Terrace

27 – Pearl Centre (R-21 movies, anyone?)

28 – Oriental Plaza (Ahhh.. Civilization.)

Computers Problems…

This happens to me once in awhile. I will install something and not really suspect it to cause problems on the PC. I also seldom expect them to have a relation to the problems that might arise.

Anyway, quite awhile ago, I was introduced by a friend to a nice little application called AppLocale. Basically it allows you to run programs with unicode character encoding written for non English Windows so they don’t appear in garbage – or what I called ‘angelic text’ – on your PC. For e.g., if you chat with people in China over an IM called QQ, you will need this for it to run QQ on English Windows.

I have installed it on my office PC but have never used it – and has no use of it – until several weeks ago. That was because an internal chat program in the office, while allowing Chinese input, does not send them across to the recipient properly. So I start using it to launch the chat program, after discovering that by doing so, it now allows me to communicate with my colleagues in Shanghai and Beijing.

Two weeks ago, this problem started appearing on my system:

MSIEXEC?! No waaaaay!!! This is the Windows Installer. Basically THE piece of software that installs and uninstalls most of the stuff – which come in .msi format – in Windows XP. If it’s fxxked, then it’s dead serious because you can’t install or uninstall stuff on your PC anymore! Technically speaking, Windows is also fxxked though you can still use it with whatever that is still there, with the possibility you can’t update it at all. And this is an office PC I shared with my colleague. It can’t fxxk up!! Not to mention I am the IT Desktop and Server support fellow and thus this is a matter of face!! I MUST and WILL fix it.

So I started by downloading and reinstalling the latest version of Windows Installer. – Failed.

Then I un-installed it, rebooted the machine and reinstalled it. – Failed.

Not giving up as yet, and since the office PCs get stuff installed using packages, I cleared the registry entries indicating its presence to the automated install agent on the PC and fool the system into reinstalling it. – Obviously, it didn’t work either!!

Alright… I give up and eat humble pie. I could have googled it but I guess the computer and Windows win some at times. Above which, I have spent half a day on this crap and googling for the solution may take up even more time. So I backed up whatever I can on the PC to a server share, and did what some IT guys love to do to their users: re-format and re-install.

Of course it went away… and so I happily reinstalled my proggies – including AppLocale – and moved everything from server backup back to the hard disk. And as you realized, I moved them which means they no longer exist on server. Not to mention, because it was done on the same day, the server didn’t even have a backup copy as it didn’t stay until a scheduled backup was done.

As to why AppLocale was reinstalled? Hey, I love talking to the guys in Beijing and Shanghai and there are certain meanings that cannot be conveyed other than in Chinese. Pinyin is crap. It is good as an input editor or for chow angmohs to learn the language, but is it even a language to begin with?

The good times didn’t last very long. Less than 4 days later, it came back and I was on leave. My poor colleague who came in to cover morning duties, must have been quite annoyed and did what I have done before: re-format and re-install.

And the problem went away, along with it… whatever I have saved on that PC for the past few years. Oh well, God’s way of saying “Practice what you preach.” because I have always told my annoyed users who lost all their files to save everything on the server. I just didn’t do so myself.

Problem apparently went away until this morning… and when I logged in, the same error message stared me down in the face as the automated install agent tried to install an update to the PC.

No… this can’t be happening!! Alright, it can happen but… not to me!! This is the worst nightmare for an IT support person and this is… humiliating! The computer has effectively just declared WAR on me.

So now I did what I didn’t do the first round. I typed the error out on Google and did a search. And obviously, it wasn’t very effective at all. There were quite a huge number of entries related to the error message, but none of the solutions were applicable. I won’t go into the details but I was starting to become depressed. The one thing that I have always been proud about, my ability to deal with my own computer problems, has gone down in a pillar of dust like the WTC in NYC did during 9-11. It has caused grievous damage to my pride but I had to seek help.

I asked 2 of my best source of IT solutions in the office. My colleague on sitting 2 floors up and one guy in Tokyo. Both have seen something similar, though not caused by MSIEXEC.EXE itself, and have not got a clue how to solve this particular problem. The message that now came to mind was: “Abandon ye, all hope here…”

Completely devastated, I start backing up my stuff again, ready to do one last format, and I promise myself this time I will just install whatever standard applications available in the office. Nothing fancy. Nothing not authorised. Some how, something in my mind prompted me to ask a user, whom I have introduced AppLocale, to check if he is having the same problem.

And the answer was affirmative. Now I have a bigger problem. Rebuilding my PC isn’t an issue. The IT department rebuilds PC all the time. But to rebuild a user’s PC would have been an issue because arrangements has to be made with the user, and test will have to be done to ensure everything works when he logs on. And what happens if the damned problem – like it had on my PC – resurrects itself again? Like it or not, I have to spend time to deal with this.

I went back to the AppLocale page where I downloaded it to take a closer look and it was completely demoralizing. It says, ‘This application is distributed “as is”, with no obligations or technical support from Microsoft Corporation.’

Ok, but AppLocale is now confirmed as the apparent culprit, and so it is time to include it in the search parameters on Google. After all, one of the rules of an IT support guy says: Once you have found the cause of the problem, then it is likely some poor fxxk out there will have come across the same problem and found the solution. And here’s one of the interesting entries:

If you can’t read Chinese, you are already fxxked. And this is in the traditional script which means you maybe doubly-fxxked anyway. But thank God I was given a mother who taught me to love the Chinese language!!

What it saying is basically: “The use of AppLocale may create a file AppLoc.Tmp in the C:WindowsAppPatch folder. This may cause errors in the execution of Windows Installer…”

Interesting. And so I went to look for the file AppLoc.Tmp and there it was sitting pretty in the folder indicated. Wary that I might be deleting a file that might break Windows, I renamed the file instead of deleting it. Crossed my fingers, and hit the update on the automated install agent again… and… the problem went away!!

Blast… it’s one of those days I pay a heavy price for doing things to my computer. It sort of happens once every year. Last year it was stopping the virus scanner service on my home PC resulting in a virus infection.

But overall, it was quite an exciting experience. I once again learn something new.

eastcoastlife

While I had linked to an article from eastcoastlife, I haven’t given the matter a serious thought nor have I really read up on the issues in depth.

It wasn’t until the links were posted to this entry on Rude Singaporeans that I had a better idea on what the issue is all about.

With permission from eastcoastlife, I am putting up these links here to raise awareness to the issue, and it is time to make some of these civil servants serpents buck up and do the right things after that hefty pay raise they have gotten.

Here, in chronological order, is the case as told by eastcoastlife:

  1. Monday, June 04, 2007
  2. Wednesday, June 06, 2007
  3. Thursday, June 07, 2007
  4. Friday, June 08, 2007
  5. Monday, June 11, 2007
  6. Tuesday, June 12, 2007
  7. Wednesday, June 13, 2007
  8. Thursday, June 14, 2007
  9. Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Read and judge this for yourself. Spread the story. There’s no better way to love your country than to help another citizen in need.

The choice is yours.

茶杯里的风暴 – 完结篇

有人告诉俺,你 “出口成 ‘脏'” 的狗屁文章,在别人的部落格上被反击的支离破碎,体无完肤。他问: “你不打算反击吗?”

有必要吗?公说公有理,婆说婆有理。你写得天花乱坠也不会得冠军。及其所能最多也只能言语上侮辱别人,或者写篇有娱乐性的文章娱乐一下大众。所以适可而止就好,不需要花太多精力和时间在它之上。

当自己的目的已基本达成了,还在那泼妇骂街有什么意义?难道还要和猪一起在泥巴里打滚吗?况且,本座的立场一向就是: 嘴巴长在他人头上,他要放什么臭屁就让他去。给俺骂赢了又如何?明天地球还会一样旋转。一个如果好命本来就是几个孩子的爹的人,跟一群无知小毛头争吵,就算胜利了又有什么光彩?

说到目的,从开始谩骂开始,就一直是设定好的。如下:

  1. “围魏救赵”
    当俺的朋友被人骂个狗血淋头,还被恶意的诋毁,俺无法坐视不理。所以开骂,主要的目的是将注意力从友人身上分散开来。他们骂俺,俺的目的就基本上达成。俺才没有闲空继续对骂。因为,从来没有人能吠赢一群疯狗。如果能赢,该人也应该疯了吧?
  2. 夺取主动
    如果反击别人的文章,基本上就是不自觉的被牵制,和丧失自由攻击的能力。用本座的部落格来大幅度的评论别人或者他们的狗屁文章是非常无聊和愚蠢的。如果我要如此行,我定当到 blogger.com 去注册一个叫 ‘anotheridiot’ 的部落格。所以,要夺回主动,首先就随便找个话题,然后就任意的把目标人物和话题扯在一起。简单来说,就是利用一篇无聊透顶的文章,让它像蛆一样慢慢的侵蚀和扰乱一个非常在乎别人对自己看法的人的思维。文章里一堆似是而非的 ‘论点’,通常是为了使目标的注意力完全集中到文章之上,达到局部限制其自由思考的目的。当目标坠入胡思乱想的境界,那时它就完全被动了。如果它没反应也没关系,至少自己也不会被卷入那无聊的风波里。
  3. 废物利用
    当目标只考虑如何反击摧毁俺的论点,通常都会把俺的文章转载到其部落格之上。这就是所谓废物利用。原本它们的部落格根本就是千篇一律和一文不值,此刻却间接成为俺用来宣传的途径。本座非常满意这方面的成绩,因为那几篇文章就使俺那门可罗雀的部落格的访客在那几天里比平时多达到三倍以上 (见下图)。很肯定的,访客可不是从天上掉下来的,也不是因为我的写作能力非常突出。

就算你说我输了,也没关系。因为我根本没损失了什么。公开和持续的骂战其实是永远没有胜利者的。况且,有些胜利也不是彻底击垮对方才算胜利的。 政治上的胜利,往往就是在 没有 / 最少 / 或者自己能接受的 损失里达到目的。

就让这告一段落。我还是继续发我的牢骚,回归这部落格一贯剪辑新闻后写一些无聊的评论的风格去。

(粤) 笑骂由人洒脱地做人 – 取之许冠杰 & 张国荣的 “沉默是金”

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